The wait is on !!!

For me "Dear" was not just a word,

For me "Take Care" was not just a phrase,

Your memories are in my genes,

I don't know how to erase.

You were my strength ,you were my will;

Without you my world used to stand still;

I know my smiles lack that glitter,

I know my life lacks the luster,

I know i will never get you,

But i feel i should wait for you.

All my logic's fail,when your memories rush in,

I don't know why i am punished , i made no Sin,

Each morning longing for you is a far cry,in vein,

Neither can you see my tears nor feel my pain.

I know i am strong enough to bounce back,

But i am not prepared to MOVE ON,

When i know i deserve you,

Why should i fear any one under the sun.

I know i dint get you,

for i was always honest,

who said it is the best policy,

It made me fail in the test.

I should have grabbed each opportunity,

But my heart prevailed ,

I lost you, my trust on mankind,

nonetheless My ethical head  .

Now that i have friends,

I somehow manage my life,

I know they will disperse,

And i will be without a companion, a wife.

But i am ready to wage a war

Against god's judgment,

I am a rebel,I need an answer from him,

I am adamant.

I know Fighting Him is Death,

But i am ready for it ,

In my ability i have faith.

I am waiting for the end ,

Each second pinches me ,

Only i know how i survive,

Its a dull life without any Vibe.........

 

The wait is still on ,

For you or for the answer ,

I am not afraid if the end ,

Is a disaster.